[March-2-2003, 6:28pm, mood: recovering] Major headache this morning. Could hardly move my body out of bed. Major dilemma - won't touch any hard stuff for a few weeks, recovering dramatically needed! With lot's self-convincing I managed to get my butt to the gym. 50mins work-out - quite happy and very, very proud and glad I didn't fell off the stepper! Had a lovely lunch at George's parents - "raclette" - feeling stuffed now *uffff*. Evening plans: none - still under major dilemma recovering.

[March-1-2003, 4:30am, mood: tipsy, very tipsy] Just another beautiful day! Sunny, bright and clear - just one big hill to take: morning school kicks off @ 7.30am. Morning and test went by quite smoothly, gym took me quite some energy but since we wanted to go sledging I was looking forward to a great afternoon. 3.30pm - no sledging - *huuuuuu* since most of the snow in the mountain is melting. 4pm - reschedule of the evening; fancy dinner, drunk-party-hopping. 4am - fancy dinner was lovely, chiiiiiicken!! drinks kicked in extremely well; can't see shit. Maggie's purse was stolen - bloody poofs place! Have to hit the bed.

[February-28-2003, 7pm, mood: unbalanced, tend to booze] Started off as an normal working day. Been told that my job is very, very important - next question popped up: why did I get sacked then? Headcount reduction - lovely word - means: Get your ass out of our company, you cost to much! Felt kinda weird talking to a management board member and was told that everybody can do my job, specially students - pay an hour: 10$ - fairly enough, according to the manager. Asked:" u got me a job then?" No but you have to understand the difficult situation of the company - me: "don't care!" Answer:" but I'll have my fingers crossed for you - you'll find something"! Evening: learning for tomorrows test in management course. But I rather get my head filled up with booze than financial, invest and budget.